In the Maelstrom

Time for a totally honest blog.

I just finished reading a lengthy public apology written by a sweet, unassuming lady who has been attacked with nasty politics on the blogosphere. Her reply to the meanness around her was well-thought-out and gently, but firmly, put.

I wish I could have her popularity on the Internet, but not enough to attack her.

I wish I could have her calmness under fire.

She looks, in her lovely Madonna photo, to be many years my younger. She is incredibly beautiful, like Mona Lisa. Her baby could have been painted by Raphael. Everything about her blog is all sweetness and light, happiness and help. To me.

To others it has seemed to be some sort of Internet poison, or something. The vitriol aimed back at her was dammed up by the asininity of failed Internet connections. Once the log jam broke up, I’m sure it nearly swept her away. Now, no matter what she does, it seems no one is satisfied.

My heart is broken for her.

And I am afraid.

 That is why I thrust out boldly to make this assertion: No matter what, when good people try to do good, there will be others who love—yes, LOVE—to do evil in return. It has always been that way and always will. They will grumble and rumble and lash out with lightning bolts. They will feel threatened and judged. And they won’t know why, although they will think they do.

Only recently I attempted to reach out to someone who had posted a very sad and touching poem on a blog. All I said, since I was, after all, a stranger, was, “Someone cares.”

The poison I received in return, and that was published for all to see, right below my name on that site, was breathtaking. How anyone could contain that much pain is beyond me, but now I think it is a common occurrence. I am sure I got only the tip of the iceberg because that’s all anyone ever gets. At first I was numb, then saddened to think probably this person is beyond help. Very saddened. When I apologized and stated that I had not meant to offend, but only to comment on a poem that perhaps I had misunderstood, I received no reply.

Of course.

As, probably, will this sweet young mom.

But she has supporters. She has a wonderful family situation. Her fans absolutely love her. She will survive. But her totally wise decision, to withdraw from the melee, is a loss to the whole world.

I never was going to blog about blog. It reminds me of meditating on toenails. But this is really about something else, isn’t it?

And I wonder if the holders of the reins, up there, have any idea.

And if they’re too busy to care.

And if I’ll be next.

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2 thoughts on “In the Maelstrom

  1. This Happy Housewife says:

    My heart was certainly broken. And I was licking my wounds and feeling more than a bit sorry for myself and my situation. But then I got the news that a dear friend is losing her battle with Cancer. She is 29. It put everything into perspective. And then I remembered what it really truly felt like for my heart to break.
    My situation will pass. The things that are being said are just words- insignificant in the grand scheme of life. Words from angry bitter women who are self righteous and self centered. I realized last night that I need to go on with my life and with what makes me happy. I need to live with my own conscience and my faith.
    Thank you so much for becoming such a fast friend and confidant. I truly appreciate you and am so blessed to have met you.

    • katharinetrauger says:

      Thanks so much for your sweet comment! It was wonderful to hear from you. And I am so sorry about your friend.

      Thinking of others always does it. Oh, how I can forget this! Yet, it is the key to survival.

      Yes, living out our conscience and our faith is the most important.

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